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Name: Lisa
Country: United States
State: Nevada
Birthday: 10/12/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: anything that i enjoy n thatz fun i guess..piano, dancin, singing, writin whateverz on my mind, poetry, listenin to incubus!! n lovin harlowe sooo much^_^
shoutz to harlowe(muahz^_^) · dal · mike · tyler · leora · k*tina · tay · tyna · vickie · ed · & fil just to name a few. sorri if i didnt put u on here..i didn't forget u!
Expertise: thinkin bout my one love.. harlowe^_^
Occupation: Student
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
Member Since:
3/8/2003
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| my gosh, i just wanna say that i hate my mom sometimes. she takes every single fucking the wrong way and gets all pissed about it. she says i've been havin that "attitude" lately but the only reason i have is because i'm so frustrated all the time with her being so bitchy. dammit. i go downstairs for just 10 minutes and already me and her argue. ahhhhh, gosh. >.< | | |
| well, i just got home from the mall. my hair's shorter now=] it looks so prettyful and curly,lol. school went by sooo slow, but at least it's friday^_^ david is comin into town from texas to visit my sister tomorrow. he's so sweet and so good for her, i really hope she'll give him a chance this time. last night, i was on the phone with harlowe, arlyn, dal, tyler, and mike just talkin and chillin. i was watchin part of escaflowne that tay let me borrow, but then i fast forwarded it to samurai x, yay! kenshin!^_^ i got off the phone and went to sleep earlier last night, but i was such a lazy bum that i didn't start gettin ready til 7:10 and that's usually the time i'm already ready by. i have homework this weekend, ahh >.< two sections of algebra, and i also have to choreograph my dance to present next week for p.e..dammit. oh well, i'll live. in dance class, we video taped "if i had my way"[our lyrical dance] and it was so weird watchin myself. i actually did really good though, go me!..lol. it sucked though because the first time we videotaped it and ran the dance, the choreographer forgot to push record and she told us when we were done with the dance. i was like "ohh gosh dammit!" because i did my best for the first time for that dance and danced my ass off. i was sooo tired by the time we had to run it again to record but i did okay i guess. i just forgot the pas de chat layout part. okie dokie, enough about dance. i'm so bored. i think i'm gonna go and watch escaflowne and drink my tea^_^ i'll write in here later. | | |
| i haven't updated for a few days. sorry about that, just been lazy i guess. well, about what i typed the other day. it was harlowe that was sad, but me and him talked everything out and everything is all great now^_^ me and him talked last night til around 12:30am and we were just bein dorky..=D gosh, i really really love him=] he's such a sweet person. he was saying all these things last night to make me smile like "i love you soooo much", "i wish i could just hold you in my arms" and when i was sayin i was just chillin and holdin my carebear, he was like "lucky carebear, i wish i was him!", lol. ::thinks to self[[i wish that too]]:: i'm kinda mad at myself though, ugh. i finally gave in and said that if he wanted to, he could buy me something, but i really don't want him to! it's just that, if i say he can't, he'll be sad because he's been wantin to for the longest time, and all i really want is for him to be happy no matter what. so, i'm gonna let him=/ one more day of school left until the weekend. i can't wait to sleep in again. my mom's been complaining that i'm always rushing to get to school because i'm always oversleeping. oh well=D i think i'm done for now so i'll update sometime later. | | |
| Currently Playing: Morning View - Incubus - "Mexico" i don't really know where to begin, and there's things that i've heard that i can't say. there are things i've been thinkin of which i've never told anyone, not even my bestest of friends. i was thinkin of some things last night when i was on the phone and it made me more depressed just thinkin of it than it ever did before. i don't wanna say all of it because..well, just because. i can just say that..i used to be a way different person last year. thinkin back now at how i used act before i met harlowe disgusts me, and i hate myself still to this day for it. some of my friends reading this kinda know what i'm talkin about because i wasn't the nicest, best, proper person to hang around..and it was all because of the biggest mistake i made which wasted 6 months of my time. for some reason, i thought about it last night when i was on the phone, and it got to me the most for some reason. i cried..but i didn't let that be noticed when i was talkin to harlowe and mike. they did ask me why i was sad though but i didn't wanna talk about it. i don't wanna talk about it with anyone. i just needed to type this in here so i didn't have to keep holdin this up inside. anyways, i was on the phone til around 4:30am, i guess you could say i was tired in school today. i only had a lil bit more than an hour of sleep. i woke up at 5:45 but then i accidently fell back asleep and if it wasn't for harlowe calling me this morning, i probably would've overslept so thank you so much harlowe! i really miss him so so much right now. but ugh, i still hate myself.. i just wish i wouldn't make people unhappy..=[ | | |
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